Wedding Dress, Lies, Day by Day MV Stories mixed

Wedding Dress

Lies

Day by Day

I don't know what am I gonna do now.

Just sat and look at this piano like a fool. Tried to play some melodies but no sound appeared. Tried to think the way out, but only her face in my mind. Then i heard a sound. I raised my head then I played the notes and became a melody.

Melody of sadness. Melody of a tragic love story. Melody of lost thing.

I prepared myself to go to my best friends' wedding. I was their pianist. I hated for being on the crowd. I looked at the sun and I remembered something.

WE USED TO BE TOGETHER AS ONE.

We listened to the music together and had fun together. We sat on the top of our car together and laughed together.

I arrived. When I looked her in that wedding dress, why did I feel so much pain inside? I tried to smile, but it just made me in pain much more. And when the groom appeared, I feel like I wanna just go away and cry.

With that wedding dress you wore, you smiled at him, you killed me softly.

LIKE A GRAFFITI ON MY MIND, I REMEMBERED SO WELL HOW DID HE STEAL HER.

When we listened to the music together, he came and disturbed us. He closed her eyes so she couldn't see me. When we sat on the top of our car, he came and again he stole her attention away. HE STOLE HER AWAY FROM ME. I saw her walking with breaking sound played behind. Deep inside in my heart, I screamed: "It has to be me"

With this heartbreaking melody I played, I looked at her wedding dress once again.

How dare you hug me and kiss me after all the things you've done to me?

With this sad melody beside me, I remembered that tragic love story of me.

At the club. 11:30 PM. You. Me. Him.

I took her away from her friend and smoothly dragged her. I looked for a ring in my pocket. My heart was thumping. My hands were shaking. Suddenly he appeared. With a big smile on his face, which I hate so much. He put a ring on her finger, and I definitely sure that he stole her away. It has to be me.

I pulled out a ring that should be hers. And I threw it away.

Years by years passed by.

I ran away so fast. They chased me. I hid for taking a break and breathing some fresh air. I knew I shouldn’t do this. This ain’t my fault. This ain’t my sin.

I pressed the telephone buttons one by one, tried to reach her up. I waited, waited until she picked up her phone. Finally she picked it up. “여보세요..여보세요?” asked her.

I didn’t have much time. Police got me and dragged me with handcuffs around my wrists. They took me in the police car. This lie was unforgivable.

I knew it wasn’t my sin but I had to do that because of love. In the name of love. It was like a mistake when I decided to do it. Covered someone that I love which was already left me behind and never take any turns back at me.

But it’s okay as long as she’s happy.

"I’m so sorry but I love you. I never thought I loved you this much. I knew you didn’t want me to help you. But I would always come to you whenever you shout my name out. Whenever there are teardrops on your face. Whenever you feel so much pain. I’d come running to you. With my arms open wide and you got my shoulder to cry."

I knew her mind would never stop worrying. Whenever she drove her car around. Wherever she’d go. I’m certain those terrible memories would never leave her alone. After she was married.

LIKE A GRAFFITI ON HER MIND, SHE REMEMBERED SO WELL HOW DARE HE DID THAT TO HER.

Slaps, kicks, cruelties. He was such a big ass jerk. He made scars on her skin. He really messed things up. When she sat on her bathtub she looked at her scars on her feet and his figure came out again. Like a nightmare of her.

Hey you big fat loser. You should have known that she doesn’t want you! Now she’s drunk at the bar. Who do you think she’s thinking of? You? No. She’s thinking about sin that she has done to you. That wedding was just a gate to her suffers. You should have known it!

Police kept dragging me to my cell with reporters around me. Their camera spotlights dazzled me. I kept holding this pain. Just pretended to myself. I really wanted to scream out loud: “Let go of me! Stop picturing me!” Please, God. I’m tired.

I’ll tell you what have I done till I end up here.

There was a big fight between her and him. She couldn’t stand anymore. She grabbed a vase and hit it to his head. She kept hitting him unconsciously. When he’s dead, I came and see blood everywhere. I asked her why she’s doing this. I told her to run away and left me behind. She didn’t want to go. I promised her I would come after her. I promised her I’ll marry her. I gave her ring as a promise. I told her to run again, then she ran.

I was blind. I was so blind.

I covered up my shirt, my face, my body with his blood. I knew it was a lie. I knew I shouldn’t protect her like this since she had been leaving me. I knew it! But my love to her made my eyes blind with everything that’s real. In my mind, I just thought this is the right thing to do. Please, I didn’t want her to go to jail. Let me be her. Let me replaced her place. Let me buy her sin.

All you have to do is run, dear.

Me, here, at the jail didn’t feel regret even for a bit. Cause I love her. Even when she left me with her wedding dress. Even when she made me lying. I love her.

She came to my cell and look at me in the eye. She placed her hand on the glass between us. I did it too. I whispered: “Girl, I’m so sorry. But I love you. So, all i gotta say, look, everything is gonna be alright, isn’t it? So damn, why am I crying?”

Then she left.

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JAIL IS NOT MY HOME ANYMORE.

I quickly ran for her. I missed her so damn much. After I found her, I faced another tragic love story. She was with another boy. Look deeply through his eyes. He touched her cheek. And I was just watching. I couldn’t believe she gave my ring to that boy. Then she left the boy.

With anger burning in my eyes, I came to him.

My broken heart is like a wave. My shaken heart is like a wind. My heart vanished like smoke. It can’t be removed like a tattoo. I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in. Only dusts are piled up in my mind.

We were fighting. I punched his face. He did it too. We kept punching like crazy people. Even if everyone around us tried to separate us, but I couldn’t stop, cause I wouldn’t stop.

I cried for all misery I had in the bathroom. I got a lot scars, but scar in my heart was a thousand times painful. I felt water that fell down to my body was cold even though it should be warm. I punched the mirror because I couldn’t stand to look at myself. Cause I’m such a loser. I kept losing her.

Day by day I tried to forget her by hanging out with my friends. I tried to find happiness again.

But destiny kept dragging me into her.

I face another tragic love story.

In the parking lot. 10.15 PM. Me. My friends. Her. And.. Him.

I was in the car with my friends when I saw her with him AGAIN in the white fucking car. I tried to avoid them but that jerk was putting his hand to her shoulder. How could I stand this jealous feeling? So I came out from my car and I crawling to their car. I really wanted to spit on his disgusting smiled face! One thing that I hate from myself was why I couldn’t hate her after all the betrayals she has done to me.

Day by day I spent my time at the crowd because I didn’t want to be alone. Cause every time I’m alone, I started to imagine her and it hurts so much. And if I’m alone, I started to bashing things around me cause I couldn’t bash her out of my mind.

One thing I didn’t know was actually she felt the pain as I did. Maybe even more pain.

My friend called me and he explained something which I didn’t want it to happen. Actually, her hair fell down day by day until she was bald. My friends told me that she was sick. Very sick. She was at the hospital, trying to hide her pain in her smile. She should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud. Yes, she should always smile like that as if nothing happened to her.

So I ran. Ran like a crazy person. Ran faster than wind. Cried harder.

Please God, I didn’t want to lose her again. It’s enough for me!

I arrived at the hospital. She was at surgical room, waiting for her destiny with tears fell down in her cheek.

Godforsaken I met him again. I tried to ignore him but he grabbed my wrist. He smirked at me. He gave me a ring and said: “Sorry for lying. It’s only you that she loved.”

I hold that ring with pain in my heart. I should have known this. I should have won her. Finally I realized that she’s doing all of these because she didn’t want me to know about her diseases. She didn't want me to worry. She didn't want me to cry. But you did, girl. You did make me cry.

While I was crying, those memories came up again. Memories when we used to have good times together.

While I was crying, the door opened. I saw her smiling in her sleep. But she wasn’t sleeping. She closed her eyes forever.

Girl, I know I couldn't have you. But love is not always having, sometimes we have to giving. If I could, I’d give you my life. Let me replaced your destiny.

..and I think it’s time to say goodbye.