Please, Don't Wake Me Up!

I had a really wonderful and unforgettable dream last night. When i woke up, i just thought: Well, maybe I should blog about it. I don't want to waste my time just talking about how sweet and wonderful the dream was. I'll just tell you the story about it.

I watched movie with my sister. It was about dying person (don't ask me "what" cause idk what am i dreaming of). I know it's weird. It was like random things kept coming up. After i watched that weird movie, I and my sister went to G-Dragon's fanmeeting.

I saw him. Truly saw him! He was so handsome and cool. Something unusual in here; It was a fanmeeting but it felt like a concert. I was so far from the stage but GD came down from the stage and greeted all the VIPs. He waved like a thousand times to all his fans, including me. I ran near him and grabbed his hand. It was like a real life! I can feel his hand right in my hand! After that I sat again in my chair and watched him singing.

Again, he came down from the stage but he didn't greet the VIPs. He continued walking straight. I chased him.

The setting was changed. I was in the mall. I looked at the crowd and i realized i was on a fanmeeting. I looked around searching for GD. I couldn't find him anywhere! I was really sad that i just lost him. But then, I found him!

Just like a crazy person, i grabbed him and hug him. Again, something unusual happened. GD was sooooo short! He was shorter than me. Seriously, i confused but i ignored my feeling. We had a little chit chat. GD was so nice. "Naneun oppareul neomu johseumnida," i said. And he replied, "ah jinjjayo? Gomawoyo." Guess what? His voice was just like a 6th grader’s voice.

After I heard his voice, i realized something that he wasn't GD.

"Neon.. GD aniyeyo. Matjyo?" i asked.
"Aniyeyo. Naneun jinjja G-Dragon," he replied. Then, i quickly ran from that fake GD. When i was running, i remembered something. Yes, that was GD from a few years ago. Little GD.

I was about to come back when i saw GD standing in front of me. He waved at me and smiled. I replied his wave and he gave me a "V" sign with a cute face. I screamed (just like another fangirl did). I ran to him with happy feeling till i cried. There were a lot of fangirl, but GD was only looking at me. After i met him, i grabbed his face to make sure that he's the real GD, not that little GD. Yes, he was the real one! He was taller than me and sooooo handsome!!! His face was so smooth. He was wearing an eyeglasses and a hat.

YES, HE WAS THE REAL ONE! i hugged him tight. He was so warm. His smell was so good. I didn't want to let him go.

But then after i hugged him for a long time, he said something to me which is very cold and rude. "Dwaesseo?" he asked with a cold face. I nodded my head and suddenly he went away.

"Jamkanmanyo!" i screamed while i grabbed his hand. "Hanmali isseoyo. Naneun neoureul saranghanda."
"Ara," he said and he turned his back at me. I was about to cry in that time. Suddenly, GD hugged me! (KYAAAA) he whispered: "Help me, I’m lost! I have to get back to my crew right away!" He let go his hug and he grabbed my hand so tight. I said, "geokjeonghajimaseyo. I'll help you."

Then we had a walk together. I kept looking at his face. He still grabbed my hand tightly until i could feel his sweat in my hand. I kept smiling all the way. I put my head on his shoulder and breathe his smell in. He was smiling too.

We arrived at somewhere which I didn’t where it was. All people stared at us. Maybe they amazed, or whatever. GD asked me, “eodi ingayo?” and I replied, “Nado moreugesseoyo.”

We talked about a lot of thing together but he never said my name. Yeah I hadn’t told him my name. So I said to him, “Nae ireumeun Nita imnida. Neoui wanjeon paeniyeyo.” He just laughed.

We had been trough rough and difficult way until we arrived at my house.

“Oh! Jeogin nae jibieyo,” I said to him with smile on my face. I thought maybe GD didn’t want to come over to my house. A celebrity like GD couldn’t possibly come over to a fan’s house. But GD was different. He smiled and said, “I’d like to come over, but I have to come back to Korea.”

Oh, right. But then suddenly the sky turned dark and it was raining. GD and I went inside the house. “I don’t think I can make it. It’s dark already,” he said with worry tone. “Mianhaeyo, oppa,” I said. “Gwaenchanhayo,” he replied.

GD looked so tired, plus he still grabbed my hand. I took him to my room. I prepared my bed, GD helped me out. And then he rested his body in my bed. I was just looking at him beside him. “You look so tired too. You have to rest, Nita.”

I was blushed. My face was all red. “Jinjjaro?” I asked for confirmation. He nodded his head. I lay beside him. What a great moment! He fell asleep. I could see his face right in front of me. We were so close. I kept touching his face and even though I knew it was only a dream, at least I had touched his face. He touched my hands and whispered: “you have to sleep.”

I closed my eyes. Then it turns to real life. No GD besides me! I closed my eyes again, and then I could see him sleeping again. I don’t want to know that this is only a dream. I refuse to know. Please don’t wake me up from this confusing and sweet dream! Please!

Even though that was only a dream, at least I have hugged him once. Maybe I missed him. Yes, I missed him.