Pissed Off Part. 3

Whenever i put something weird on me, everyone would stare at me with a shitty look. What's your problem? I don't even know you, fella.

I wear whatever i want to wear. Do you have a problem with that?

I meet whoever person i want to meet. Do you have a problem with that?

DO I KNOW YOU? NO I DON'T!

"I hate to see you wear those weird things and dress up yourself with that kind of style."

Well, i don't care.

Why don't you look at your reflection in the mirror and judge yourself? do you think you cool enough to comment me?

Should i dress myself like you? With that ordinary shirt and look like a geek?

I'm not you. And i don't want to dress like anyone else. I hate to be the same with people.

Tell me why be norml if you can be better than normal?

I'm not saying i'm a cool girl. I'm not saying that i'm popular. I'm not judging you.
I just want you to respect me cause, hey, it's human right to wear a clothes.

At least i'm not running butt naked down in street screaming, huh.

A Genius Who Doesn't Want to be Called "Genius"

August, 18th 1988...

He was just an ordinary baby who knew nothing. He just cried over his mother and was so fragile. Nobody knows what is he gonna be later. So does he. His parents gave him a name. A name that will make everyone who hears it bow at him. A name that will make him bigger and stronger. A name that shines everyone's way. A name that shines a light. A name that will go beyond a trend and become a brand. A name that will become the best brand.

"Kwon Ji Yong"

And started from that day, he wrote his story with a pen. So it can't be erased easily.

He knows nothing than working. From 12 to 22. When he does nothing, he grabs a pen and a piece of paper. He starts to make a lyric. A lyric of his philosophy. A lyric of his dream. A lyric of his hope. And no matter what's inside his room, he always thinks that his room is home sweet home.

At the age of 13 he came to this world. World of competition. He came without time to spare. the confidence of not knowing style to him was his weapon. He knew that there's an uphill and there's a downhill but it was too late so he couldn't leave.

Stuck in that competitive world seducing him to be more luxurious than others. He still wanted to shine a light. He still wanted to be a best brand. So he started everything by himself. Made such wonderful songs, created such heavy beats, wrote such inspiring lyrics. But no one paid any attention.

Along with his fried, they had been trough anything together. Winding roads, rough roads, and sometimes falling. They had what everyone said a talent, but why did everyone pay no attention to their potential talent? Those people kept seeing them as a trainee who does nothing than wiping the floor. When every kids sweated because of playing under the sun, they sweated because of practicing at the cold basement. He couldn't stand his emotion, so he told his friend that one day, all these people will recognize me as something not nothing.

He grew with talent cause he's got no gift. He made up his gift by his own sweat. His sweat will become something.

Actually, he envied those people who came without any talent. Just gift. Those beautiful and handsome faces are gift, those nice bodies are gift, and those seducing but at the same time killing things are gift. He whispered to himself they are nothing.

"i’m my self no matter what others say
that i’m small, that i’m young, i’m myself
no matter what others say"

Years by years passed, and he became a leader. He's about to become something. He needs to sacrifice something. His songs, Geojitmal. It supposed to be his solo song. It supposed to be his trademark. It supposed to the ticket of him for breaking the hall of fame. But then YG said that Geojitmal wasn't his song, it was Big Bang's song. He was suffocated, but he tried to survived.

As time passes his loneliness only increased. His obligation of not knowing style, to him was his biggest burden. Pressure to be the best made him want to go back to those sweet childhood days. But he knew he couldn't go back.

After everyone knows him, they started to call him a genius. But he refused that call. To him, genius is not match with him. He knows that all of his sacrifice become something, but he's not something yet. A genius still nothing. He wants to be more briliant than genius. Now he keep repeating the same words in his heart. "After the hills, you got mountain to seize, after one drop you got a fountain to seize." He'll never stop creating before he becomes the last man standing on the top of the world. World domination is in his mind.

Don't ever call him genius, cause he's not. He still wants some more. He still needs some more. He'll be a genius one day. One day, when everybody on this earth know who is he. You may call him genius when he shouts to the world with his cool voice, "Shine A Light!"

And now his name already becomes a best brand. A best brand that makes people follows it. People can copy his style, but not his mind. And that best brand known as

"G-DRAGON"

from August 18th 1988 to August 18th 2010.

Beautiful Hangover Perview

Words For August 18th 1988

Happy Birthday

생일 축하해요

お誕生日おめでとうございます

生日快乐

masaya kaarawan

जन्मदिन मुबारक

breithlá shona duit

feliz aniversário

bon anniversaire

С Днем Рождения

feliz cumpleaños

สุขสันต์วันเกิด

sinh nhật vui vẻ

عيد ميلاد سعيد

Честит рожден ден

felice compleanno

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag

Selamat Ulang Tahun

Those are 18 ways to celebrate your birthday.

Happy Birthday, Kwon Ji Yong!

Happy Birthday, 권지용!

Happy Birthday, G-Dragon!

Happy Birthday, GD!

Happy Birthday, Bong!

Happy Birthday, Jingyo!

Happy Birthday, Fashion Leader!

Happy Birthday, Leader Kwon!

And those are 8 names of you.

22 years old G-Dragon

Remember back in the days:

2NE1 is To Anyone!!

I read my twitter timeline and they were talking about 2NE1, Will.I.Am, and America. And i was like "what's happening?". Then i read the article in Omonatheydidnt site. The headline says:

"2NE1 to come back in September; Worked with Will.I.Am to go to the States?"

After i read the headline i was just like: "HELL YEAH, BABY!"

Goosebumps were already surrounding me just by reading the headline. Okay, first i'll show you the whole article about it.

"After revealing that their new album will be released in early September, 2NE1 attracted even more attention when management company YG Entertainment stated that the girls were given the chance to work with Will.I.Am of the Black Eyed Peas for their upcoming release.

YGE CEO Yang Hyunsuk personally posted the following announcement on the girls’ official homepage: “2NE1 has been working with the [producer and] leader of Black Eyed Peas […] Will.I.Am for the past few months. He said that he would also personally help with 2NE1’s US debut.” Yes, that’s correct. The girls are coming to America too!

Yang Hyunsuk continued, saying, “After going from Los Angeles to [London, England,] we have completed recording for 10 songs over the course of three weeks. As we are [hoping to enter] the American market, all the songs were recorded in English. The recording went well as three of the members are fluent in English.”

Unforunately, 2NE1 does not have any plans of entering the US music world anytime this year. “The Black Eyed Peas are on a world tour [so 2NE1’s] US debut probably won’t happen this year. [However,] 2NE1 is planning on making their [Japanese] debut early next year, and will find a way to promote in three countries (Korea, Japan, America) at the same time.”

Will.I.Am himself asked to produce a song for 2NE1 after watching a music video of the girls. His recording work will be shown through Mnet’s second season of ‘2NE1 TV’ next month.

Source: news.nate.com
Translation: ch0sshi@kpoplive.com"

Just like GD says in Beautiful Hangover: "I'm so excited, delighted, i won't deny it nor fight it!"
2NE1 will definitely rocks America!
And their comeback will definitely BANGs all the kpop bangers!

Good job, girls! you deserve it. ;)

Please, Don't Wake Me Up!

I had a really wonderful and unforgettable dream last night. When i woke up, i just thought: Well, maybe I should blog about it. I don't want to waste my time just talking about how sweet and wonderful the dream was. I'll just tell you the story about it.

I watched movie with my sister. It was about dying person (don't ask me "what" cause idk what am i dreaming of). I know it's weird. It was like random things kept coming up. After i watched that weird movie, I and my sister went to G-Dragon's fanmeeting.

I saw him. Truly saw him! He was so handsome and cool. Something unusual in here; It was a fanmeeting but it felt like a concert. I was so far from the stage but GD came down from the stage and greeted all the VIPs. He waved like a thousand times to all his fans, including me. I ran near him and grabbed his hand. It was like a real life! I can feel his hand right in my hand! After that I sat again in my chair and watched him singing.

Again, he came down from the stage but he didn't greet the VIPs. He continued walking straight. I chased him.

The setting was changed. I was in the mall. I looked at the crowd and i realized i was on a fanmeeting. I looked around searching for GD. I couldn't find him anywhere! I was really sad that i just lost him. But then, I found him!

Just like a crazy person, i grabbed him and hug him. Again, something unusual happened. GD was sooooo short! He was shorter than me. Seriously, i confused but i ignored my feeling. We had a little chit chat. GD was so nice. "Naneun oppareul neomu johseumnida," i said. And he replied, "ah jinjjayo? Gomawoyo." Guess what? His voice was just like a 6th grader’s voice.

After I heard his voice, i realized something that he wasn't GD.

"Neon.. GD aniyeyo. Matjyo?" i asked.
"Aniyeyo. Naneun jinjja G-Dragon," he replied. Then, i quickly ran from that fake GD. When i was running, i remembered something. Yes, that was GD from a few years ago. Little GD.

I was about to come back when i saw GD standing in front of me. He waved at me and smiled. I replied his wave and he gave me a "V" sign with a cute face. I screamed (just like another fangirl did). I ran to him with happy feeling till i cried. There were a lot of fangirl, but GD was only looking at me. After i met him, i grabbed his face to make sure that he's the real GD, not that little GD. Yes, he was the real one! He was taller than me and sooooo handsome!!! His face was so smooth. He was wearing an eyeglasses and a hat.

YES, HE WAS THE REAL ONE! i hugged him tight. He was so warm. His smell was so good. I didn't want to let him go.

But then after i hugged him for a long time, he said something to me which is very cold and rude. "Dwaesseo?" he asked with a cold face. I nodded my head and suddenly he went away.

"Jamkanmanyo!" i screamed while i grabbed his hand. "Hanmali isseoyo. Naneun neoureul saranghanda."
"Ara," he said and he turned his back at me. I was about to cry in that time. Suddenly, GD hugged me! (KYAAAA) he whispered: "Help me, I’m lost! I have to get back to my crew right away!" He let go his hug and he grabbed my hand so tight. I said, "geokjeonghajimaseyo. I'll help you."

Then we had a walk together. I kept looking at his face. He still grabbed my hand tightly until i could feel his sweat in my hand. I kept smiling all the way. I put my head on his shoulder and breathe his smell in. He was smiling too.

We arrived at somewhere which I didn’t where it was. All people stared at us. Maybe they amazed, or whatever. GD asked me, “eodi ingayo?” and I replied, “Nado moreugesseoyo.”

We talked about a lot of thing together but he never said my name. Yeah I hadn’t told him my name. So I said to him, “Nae ireumeun Nita imnida. Neoui wanjeon paeniyeyo.” He just laughed.

We had been trough rough and difficult way until we arrived at my house.

“Oh! Jeogin nae jibieyo,” I said to him with smile on my face. I thought maybe GD didn’t want to come over to my house. A celebrity like GD couldn’t possibly come over to a fan’s house. But GD was different. He smiled and said, “I’d like to come over, but I have to come back to Korea.”

Oh, right. But then suddenly the sky turned dark and it was raining. GD and I went inside the house. “I don’t think I can make it. It’s dark already,” he said with worry tone. “Mianhaeyo, oppa,” I said. “Gwaenchanhayo,” he replied.

GD looked so tired, plus he still grabbed my hand. I took him to my room. I prepared my bed, GD helped me out. And then he rested his body in my bed. I was just looking at him beside him. “You look so tired too. You have to rest, Nita.”

I was blushed. My face was all red. “Jinjjaro?” I asked for confirmation. He nodded his head. I lay beside him. What a great moment! He fell asleep. I could see his face right in front of me. We were so close. I kept touching his face and even though I knew it was only a dream, at least I had touched his face. He touched my hands and whispered: “you have to sleep.”

I closed my eyes. Then it turns to real life. No GD besides me! I closed my eyes again, and then I could see him sleeping again. I don’t want to know that this is only a dream. I refuse to know. Please don’t wake me up from this confusing and sweet dream! Please!

Even though that was only a dream, at least I have hugged him once. Maybe I missed him. Yes, I missed him.

Bong, Are You Okay?

1st April 2010:

This morning, i received such a shitty text message from my sister. She said: “GD’s got into car accident after practicing and now he’s comma. Just pray for him.” and after i read that message, i couldn’t hold my tears anymore. It was just like when you heard your father or your sibling got into a car accident. You’re going to cry to, aren’t you?

I couldn’t do anything except crying. I kept imagining his figure in my mind. The way he sings, the way he dances, the way he talks, the way he bites his nails (just like i do), the way he smiles. I can’t imagine what am i going to be if my Bong leave me. Oh, God! Please don’t do that to me.

I kept praying, praying, and praying. I thought maybe if i got into a car accident too, i will always beside my Bong. I know it’s just like a stupid thought. But seriously, i will look like a zombie if the worst thing happens to Bong. Just like Bella who wants to be last forever with Edward.

At school, i told my kpop lover friend and my chair-mate about this and then i cried again. I couldn’t focus with all the things i do. Only Bong in my mind. And every time I think of him, I think I’m dying (that’s too much, i know).

I kept saying: What am i going to do? Oh~ Please! One thing i will do is forget Kpop and get away with every Big Bang and Bong’s stuff in my computer (if the worst thing happens).

Then, my chair-mate told me: What if this is only an April Fools? Let me check your sister’s text message. And then, just like a BANG woke me up, i realized it! I sent a text message to my sister which said: “Are you sure? Or this is only an April Fools?” then she replied: “HAHAHAH! April Fools!”

I SWEAR I WANT TO KILL MY SISTER!

Just like a werewolf who wants to kill vampire!

This is the greatest April Fools of all. But, believe me, i’ll make a BIGGER prank for my sister. Just wait and see, sis~! kekekeke

Haaaa~ Thankfully my Bong is OK. He always be OK.

Last thing i want to say is: I got PUNK’D!

Now Welcome: Yang Hyun Seok's Angel!

BANG BANG BANG!!!!

YG has became appa todaaay!!!New baby on the block! yeahaaaa! YG Sajangnim must be veeerryyyy happy! I wonder if the baby will be another YG artist someday.

Well, let's count. If Big Bang is about 21-24 now, the baby is about 2 hours (let's count it 1 day), when the baby. If the baby debuts in the age of, just say it 18 to 19, so Big Bang is about 39-42! Maybe they already have children in that age. hahaha.

Oh, btw, i read the news about it a few seconds ago. And, here's the news from bigbangupdates's vip area :

YG Entertainment representative Yang HyunSeok is known to have become a father of a healthy baby girl weighing 2.78kg at birth at 2.01pm on 5th August.

This is before his marriage with lover Lee EunJoo. It has been relayed that Yang HyunSeok is really excited about welcoming the baby and is staying by Lee EunJoo’s side.
Known to have been working out often and manages her body well, it took her just 10 minutes in labour before the baby was delivered. Both the mother and the baby are in healthy state.

Yang HyunSeok relayed through a YG representative, “It still don’t feel like real. I will work hard to raise the baby. Really thankful to those who sent their well wishes.”

-- Congrats!! --

Source: TVReport; Kbites

Read more: http://vip.bigbangupdates.com/2010/08/new-father-of-baby-girl-yang-hyun-seok.html#ixzz0viteIDMK

All the YG Family members celebrate it today. Happiness is not only YG's belonging. All cheer up for the new raising angel.
Want me to prove it? Well, here's Sean's tweet for celebrating YG's angel:


>> Congratulation! GD, Teddy, and all YG composers should make a song for her!! IT IS A MUST!